dil ko mere deewana kar dala...

Okie...this is dedicated to someone...a person whom I donno why I feel for! But I hope one of you might be able to temme after reading this!

Definitely, one day I will tell you all about him in a better way but for now all I want to tell is that I just met a person completely opposite to me and we talked...actually argued...alot! And slowly what I realised was that he isnt completely opposite to me but he is so similar to me that it felt like seeing myself in a mirror...

Sharing same believes, thoughts, faiths, actions... is not the only thing... we almost share the same destiny! And above all - we think the same for each other - scary isnt it??

Well see, I accept that I am a very childish person but I really cant help it...I love the way I am! I have my own beliefs and faiths and trust me you cant shake them... and there are times (many times) when I do get hurt... I get shattered... hopes die and what not because I tend to get rigid with my faiths and beliefs but thats completely fine with me. I mean even when in depression, I have learnt to seek a way out...
Now this guy who is scarely just my masculine part - I guess too went through all this. And he thought a solution which I donot disagree that even I use sometimes - to change yourself completely.

Yes there are times when I forget myself completely to get adjusted with people or just remain silent as to disapproave things even when you cant help them happening bt I am not at all strong enough to have a permanent change...but this guy is!
He has changed himself completely and I hate this. He is amazing even today but changing yourself for anything isnt done!

Now the problem with me is - I cant help thinking of this guy. Though he has violated 2 of my very strong wala beliefs...still! No idea why do I find him good...

Its actually like in the picture above...hes a shadow...
One of the best people I happen to know in my life and tell you a secret - I argue alot with him... and I see changes! And am so thrilled about it... he has started to say things contradictory to those said by him earlier... I donno why am I doing it... well am doing it cause my heart says so...and why my heart says so..no idea!

To be honest - all I can say is - he is a wonderful person to know and one person that I will never forget in my whole life! God Bless him!

Shruti

Ps : When I say I love him I mean I love him as a person! Love to me has a 1000 meanings atleast. This is one of them. Here love means I love listening to him, talking to him, helping him...bt nt waisa wala like Romeo felt for Juliet! :)

He Said (part 2)

But these roads are meant for me
how can these be trusted?
if he himself doesnt walk on them with me...
why should it be me alone?

Why didnt...
he say...
the truth?
why didnt...
he show...
it the way he felt?
why did...
he take me one to day to where its hard to live?
even though there cant be a better paradise...
I really cant here survuve!

I am yet happy
cause I think I made a difference...
for which I paid more than just a price
shattered my heart and dreams
punctured my dreams, that were so high...
but he said...
he's happy now!
He showed...
he's in the world he wanted to be in!
He took...
away his miseries from his life...!!
filling my broken heart with smiles!

No idea whom to trust...
I dont know whats the best...
I donno why it feels...he's not so fine...
- the same man who made me shine.
He wont today...
say...
show... or
take...
me to the answers I desire...
but leave me as I am...
to be what I want...
and so let it be -
cause maybe it's just what...
He said!
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To He,

I love you! I shall always do but I got no clue why my thoughts say you arent right. What you did cant be repented... Maybe you didnt do it...then why do I feel you did?? Why??? I want the answers but I have left them to destiny and am moving on cause you had once said! Love,
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Well, this is say part 2 of the poem... I was upset that day and I felt writing it and I did...thats it!! I think I do know the 'he' and I must say that I love him alot. He is a great person to know - always making me smile and forget all my worries bt there is something still wrong about him bt donno why still I say he is good...anyways, hope you liked it!

Start of something New!

Well...I opened this blog nearly a month back and if you browse through, I have posted things as well - poems that I wrote (by fluke) and also part of the article I want the world to see but you know today I went through a blog of a friend and realised that my blog needs to be something more than just collection of things by me...it should be my thoughts and not just those which I want to share but also those which I dont mind sharing! :P :)

And so...here I am...trying to start a new thing - writing things I strongly feel for - and trust me there are hundreds of them!

Thoughts - well to say about them - I love thinking and trust me the whole world knows it! hahaha... I think about almost everything - social causes, politics, stories, events and above all people... I simply must say that I love thinking and analysing people. No I am no pschycologist and I cannot read minds (like some people can) but till date I havent made a wrong conclusion about someone. If I say a person is good then he / she is good no matter what the thing is! Now thats a different thing that there is a guy about whom I havent made mind but for the rest of the world this stands true...

Lets not make this too long and I just hope that all my thoughts could help someone or other and if I could make any difference, in any manner to any one...I will be really happy!

Love and Regards
Shruti

Rockstar : Hannah Montana

[VERSE 1]
Sometimes I walk a little faster
In the school hallway
Just to get next to you
Some days I spend a little extra
Time in the morning
Just to impress you

[PRE 1]
Guess you don't notice
Guess you don't need this
Why you're not seein' what you're missin'
On the outside shyin' away
On the inside dyin' to say

[CHORUS 1]
I'm unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practicing
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
I might even be a rock star

[VERSE 2]
Sometimes I wish when the phone rings
That it would be you
Saying let's hang out
Then you confess
That there's something special between us
Why don't we find out

[PRE 2]
you don't even know me
Guess you don't need me
Why you're not seein' what you're missin'
On the outside shyin' away
On the inside dyin' to say

[CHORUS]
I'm unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practicing
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
I might even be a...

[BRIDGE]
...rock star
If you only knew the real me
I might even be a rock star
I'm telling you that we are meant to be
Now wouldn't it be nice if you could see
That I really am a rock star

[CHORUS]
I'm unusual
Not so typical
Way too smart to be waiting around
Tai chi practicing
Snowboard champion
I could fix the flat on your car
Rocking it where ever we are

One in a Million : Hannah Montana

How did I get here?
I turned around and there you were
I didn't think twice
Or rationalize
cause somehow I knew
That there was more than just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kinda of into me
But I figured it's too good to be true

I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

[Chorus:]
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I can't believe it, (whoa oh)
You're one in a million
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work, that weren't good enough
Til' I thought I'm through, said I'm done
And stumbled into the arms of the one

You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you
You come with your velvet touch
Can't believe that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy
Every time I see that sparkle in your eye

[Chorus]

I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you
were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
They say that good things take time
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
You're one in a million... one in a million
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough till
I thought I'm through
Said I'm done
And stumbled into the arms of the one

You're one in a million




Well this song is really special to me! "I say pinch me where's the catch this time...cant find a single cloud in the sky...help me before I get used to this guy...they say that good things take time...but really great things happen in a blink of an eye, thought the chance is to meet somebody like you in a million to me...you are one in a million.."...
I love these lines...this has happened to me in reality and I exactly know how special you feel when something like this happens to you! Apart from that I dont just like Hannah Montana cause she has great music and geat voice but also because her lyrics are superb! They mean so much and all are reality...

HE SAID

I didnt want it to happen
but it finally happened to me
that all my nights and my days
are lost in the search of the ways
he said...
he showed...
he took...
he walked, with me, on...

He said...
life's not sweet and not so fine
but then he showed...
how even in bitterness we smile
he captured my dreams and took away my soul
holding my hand tight in his,
he took me to where I today stand

it's fine...
it's bright...
it's happy and just so right here
but when I turn
I dont see...
the one who brought me; beside me

He said...
he only meant to make things right for me
He showed...
where he wants me to be
but then he took...
his hand out of mine
wanting me to live on and still shine

But how...?
when in need... I am...
of the one I trust...
of the one I treasure...
the same one who taught me life even
in the darkest face of time...

Now,
I shall walk on these ways
with all glories and gifts
happiness showering on me...
My path's golden by am in drifts
cause it hurts...
to be... without him here...
it pains...
to move ahead... knowing he isnt waiting for me there...
Yet I go on... with memories in mind and
cause he wants me to...
...He said!

written by (me) Luna Lovegood on 11th October 2008


Well I want to say that I recently, nearly 6 - 7 months back got to know a guy whom now I adore so much that some call it addiction. This is for him to tell him that he made a huge difference to me...THANKS...and I shall treasure him and the difference always!

A tribute to Professor

Treasures untold...
treasures one hold...
quest to reach
a treasure precious than Gold.
striving through the darkness
through the blur skies
deep into the secrets
in where the Draconian Devil resides
the powers of Mother Earth
had never been se pure
came, to help us himself
the almighty God -
"Wonders lie beneath you,
of treasures unknown
future is uncertain,
but your good deeds lay sown!"
Oh! Lame Saint
father of heaven,
illuminate the path
reaching to our destination.
With angels quiding you,
and a will to know,
you have made you way
to where, even uncertainity bows.
A truth is revealed,
hence a secret broken
solves the mystery;
our something's stolen!
The journey doesnt end...
you stand where you started
a new path lay hidden again...
...treausres untold
treasures one hold
quest to reach...
a treasure precious than Gold.

...written by (me) Luna Lovegood on 28th May 2007



Well, the poem is really dear to me and if you have read Dan Brown's Robert Langdon series, you shall know what I talk of. This poem is exclusively dedicated to Robert Langdon whom I call Professor and ofcourse to the genious behind another - Dan Brown.
Hats off to the two!

Welcome to My Blog!

Well heya!
This is Luna Lovegood...okie fine Luna isnt my real name but I use this name whenever I write something...and I am using my blog to write and so here the name is Luna!

But actually -
Heya.
this is Shruti. I am a teen age girl and to be honest I love to talk and love to write...someone suggested me to blog and so am here...
I am a science student but I got a huge penchant for arts and so you can guess I love alot of things...One of them is writing - I write fan fictions, stories, novels, biographies, poems and articles! I shall share all this with you and hope to know what you say of them...

hope you shall like the blog and the stuff I post...all comments and suggestions are most welcome!