Mere Humnashii

hey hey hmm hmm hmm hmm
hey hey hey hey hey hey
la ra ra hey hey hey hey hey.......
(mere humnashi teri dilbari
yahi shaayari meri roshani) - 2
hai har ek shaam dhuli dhuli
hai har ek subah khuli khuli, zindagi
haan meri zindagi, meri zindagi
mere humnashi teri dilbari
yahi shaayari meri roshani, meri roshani

(jhuki jhuki jo aankein hain
thami thami jo saansein hain) - 2
suno to iname kehani ki kitani baatein hain
ye gagan dhara ke jo paas hai
tera roop hai meri pyaas hai, zindagi
haan meri zindagi, meri zindagi
mere humnashi teri dilbari
yahi shaayari meri roshani, meri roshani

(kabhi kabhi yoon lagata hain
yahann wahaan sab achchha hai) - 2
khushi mein pagala jaata hai, dil wo bachchha hai
ye jo preet hain, ye jo pyaar hain
yahi dhadakano ka singhaar hain, zindagi
haan meri zindagi, meri zindagi
hey hey hey ... la ra ra ra
ho ho ho ho... la la la la la
hey hey hey... la la la la hey hey hey

(chupa chupa jo sapana hain
isi mein to ghar apana hain) - 2
ye jo apani tupani hai, yahi duniya hain
ye ghata, fizaan aur ye chaandani
hain hami se ye dilkashi, zindagi
meri zindagi, meri zindagi
mere humnashi - 2
teri dilbari - 2
yahi shaayari - 2
meri roshani - 2
haan hai har ek shaam dhuli dhuli
hai har ek subah khuli khuli, zindagi
haan meri zindagi, meri zindagi
meri zindagi, haan meri zindagi
hmm hmm.... meri zindagi haan meri zindagi

Daya

I really dont know what I am doing.. I dont feel like anything at this moment... I dont believe that it can be true... NO IT ISNT TRUE!

In my memories
I can still see
Each and every moment together
I can still remember
The past so tender
And the life in each and every day

The flowers in the hall havn't been moved yet
The paintings in the room hvnt been taken down
And as I wait for you to come home
And take me in your arms
I realize that you're gone,
You're not coming bak anymore
Forever Gone

I still feel you
And you linger around
And i pray that you'l come bak
I Love You
And to live, I need you.
You're the only thing I lack


Here I am
Still waiting
For you to come bak..
And I know
That you're Gone
But I cant bury the past..

And I'm still waiting
For a million years
Just to be bak in your arms again
And I'll keep on waitin
For many more years
Hopin to be bak in ur arms again.

Okie.. I havent written this.. I found it in a frnd's blog and I liked it alot.. so I took it without asking her and the best part is that she hasnt written it either..
bt it speaks of how we all felt about Daya.. Daya..dnt do that again dude..

Paul Paul

well.. here is something dedicated exclusively to Shreya Paul... who know her.. will know this..
the thing (whatever it is..) is totally by Shivam of B section.. I just took the idea and added a few words... So here it is..

Paul Paul
get into the hall
Paul Paul
never hits the ball
Paul Paul
grow a little tall
GO Paul...

Paul Paul
dont you call
Paul Paul
shopping at the mall
Paul Paul
hits the stall
and there Goes Paul...

Paul Paul
getting up the wall
Paul Paul
thinks so small
Paul Paul
enough for one and all
here we have Paul...


** No harm meant..
*** Don't read it in frnt of Shreya for then your safety not guaranteed!!

As if it all matters...

You know what?? Yesterday - 2nd August 2009, I had a great time... tagging all friends on fb to Friendship Day wishes... and wishing those who were friends, close friends, best friends, aquintances and even whom I didnt wanna but I thought why nt...

But today... Today is different... It doesnt matter even if u wish or not.. you know why?? A really wise person once told me (actually the whole class) that we still dont have the status to be a friend.. and he was correct... when I am this tiny, what can anyone benefit outta me?? I dont have money, I dont go to bars, I am just a little tiny probably even ugly girl who is much more into books than gays...

And trust me this all is what matters...

You make a friend, no matter how nice you be... one day, they are gonna totally forget that even you are a human and can have certain problems and just because you were loud and they didnt bother to understand, they will fight with you, make you feel like dirt... look at you so badly that you feel why you existing... then they talk rude to you, but they are still good... they ask friends to take things from you and give them to use and you just say why cant u ask urself... and again they throw things at you BUT they are good!!

I am no gay... no alcoholic.. non smoker and no hook ups either.. probably thats why I am so outta the crowd.. and the best part is that people who dont do these either... make you feel angry so much that you forget that these are the people who really care for...

They will stand by you till you are in authority or lime light.. and then... they ditch you... they will give you 10000000000 bad qualities in the person you called best friend and now who is a bad girl but they turn into the same bad girl and say why are you stuck up with old things...
They wont understand that why are you so much in love with someone... they just know that all they have to do is make fun of that person without knowing him / her. I mean really is this friendship all about??

If a person is special to me.. all you do is - how can you even talk to him? and walk off... yea.. I give so much of a damn for such friends...

They wont talk to you for they are high enough.. they dont mind going corridoors away but if you are in the same corridor and even if they come to the room you are in... they are so busy that they dont even see you seeing them... longing for just a hi... but when you meet them in the corridoor and you dont say hi.. they will say 'She's got attitude'...

If this is attitude... yea I have it and lots of it..

and now.. I dont know if the meant people are reading it or nt... bt I want to tell this to someone and that someone is clever enough to know that this is for her... that SHUT UP!! YOu know what you talk really big about Pinky turning bad and stuff... well atleast, she doesnt say a hi to me when she is bored... When you call someone a friend, you dont need them when your other friends and not around and you are bored.. you say that I m nt talking to this girl or that.. and you critisize but the fact remains, whatever she is, she accepts it... what about you... you dont even accept your own self to others...

and then you say people ditched you?? Yea sure.. and what did you do? And foremost.. STOP speaking about any of the people that matter to me... You dont understand them for you are not meant to... So just let me be...

And finally... I hate to think that a person who says that you can call and we can still be friends, calls and says a job for my dad...

sometimes I wonder, such amazing friends I have... I dont know where it all went wrong.. but I so much wish it ends soon!! I am so fed up

Jingle Time part 2

Theme : From Voldie to Harry

Tu he to manzil meri
Tu he mera junoon
Tu he to manat meri...
Tu he rooh ka sukoon
Tu he dumby ki daulat
tu he Voldy ki Ronak,
Aur kuch na chahoon
bus itna he chahooooonn
Tujh pe wand tikta hai,
Potter mn kiya karoon,
CRUCIO he nikalta hai,
Potter mn kiya karoon,
Tujh pe Wand tikta hai,
Potter mn kiya karooooon!
AVADA KEDERVA ;)
- courtesy to Mehran...
song : Tujh mein rab dikhta hai (Rab Ne Bana di Jodi)


Tum jab se aaye
gham ke baadal chhaye
tum ne na jaane kya,
kya din dikhaye
Tum jab se aaye,
death eater bhaag jaaye,
sab ke dil se mera darr,
door bhaag jaaye
Ab toh main akele,
jaagta na sota hoon..
sirf sochta hoon
tera main kya karun...
sirf sochta hoon
tera main kya karun...
song : kuch kuch hota hai (Kuch Kuch Hota hai)


Avada Kedavara kyun,
tujhpe work kiya nahi
bachta raha tu kaise?
hai tu nalayak, hai tu nakara...
dost tujhe mil gaye kaise??
Mera... soul ka... hissa... tu hai...
Mera... soul kaa... hissaaaa.. tu hai!!
song : tera mera rishta purana (Awarapan)


Meri zindagi mein aaye ho,
aur aise aaye ho tum
jo ban gaya hai sardard,
woh sab kuch karte ho tum...
tumhi kaho, kaise koi,
tumko na maare...
meri zindagi mein aaye ho..
aur aise aaye ho tum
Song : meri zindagi mein aaye ho (armaan)


Tum mile,
kho gaye,
mere saare ache din
haan...
Tum mile,
mit gaye,
mere sansar jeetne ke plans...
jo ho tum yahan,
toh lage jahan mein kitna kooda hai
jo ho tum yahan,
toh lage jahan mein kitna kooda hai...
na jaane Dumbledore mein tum mein kya dikhta hai..
Tum mile,
kho gaye,
mere saare khushiyon ke din
song : Tum Mile


Voldie : Ae, Kaun hai be tu?Harry : Ae, jaan lega tu
Voldie : Sun...
Harry : suna...
Voldie : bach nahi paayega...
Harry : kaun bola... tu mujhe dara paayega??
Voldie : Abhi tu pachtayega, jab tere peeche aayega, meri wand se nikla spell...
song : Ae kya bolti tu (Ghulam)

Jingle Time Lolzz..

Now, there are many who dont need to be told how much I love Harry Potter (character...) (Ps - this was sarcastic!)So here are some of my favourite songs, remixed and dedicated to Harry Potter the rotter -- Enjoy!!

karti hoon jab usse baatein... lagta hai rone wala hai..

jab Hermoine usse chup karwaye, lagta hai rules todne wala hai

par raatoin ko wohh jaage, exams se door bhagena jaane

Hogwarts mein kaise badh jaata hai aage

My dil goes ewww.. ewww.. eww (added by Sneha :P)

Harry toh paagal hai... Harry toh bandar hai

upar neeche jhaadu ghoomata hai yehi

aage peeche ladki ke bhaagta hai

Prof Snape ko zabardasti bura banata hai yehi

saari problems hai iski, sujhata ye nahi

Harry paagal hai.. Harry bandar hai...

Quidditch khela toh padhna kya

jab quidditch khela toh padhna kya

Quidditch khela, main hoon youngest sneeker,

quidditch khela

quidditch khela, main hoon youngest sneeker,

haara nahi main match koi

jab quidditch khela toh padhna kya

jab quidditch khela toh padhna kya

tujhe dekha toh ye jaana Harry

ki hote hain wizards aise bhiitne aalsi,

padhai mein itne peeche

sirf baatein karein aur quidditch khele...

bikhare baal tere,

dimaag khali tera,

lage fuse bulb sa, mujhe scar tera...

potions nahi aate,

transfugation seekhi nahi...

jab Hermoine hai...

Ron ke saath ki sirf harkate badi...

kabhi detention mein nahi the,

kabhi quidditch pitch pe

aadhe time hospital mein...

aadhe baathroom mein!

Ps : none of them are meant as anything rude or stuff... we all have our choices and mine ISNOT Harry definitely...
I am sorry if u find them anywhere offensive

Half Blood Prince

Well its been alot of days since HBP is out and I dnt get to see it!! I am nt complaining kyunki why I didnt see it was an unavoidable occurance... anyways... no this post is not about HBP movie but about the Prince - Severus Snape... ah! My lil angel!


okie I know he has been always in black.. hating Harry but to be honest I never hated him... I always liked him... there was always something or the other about him that made me like him... when others say that he hates Harry, I always see times when he saved Harry...


He's not honestly been my angel but yea Harry's angel! I only hated Snape for some 2 - 4 months, not more... and that was when I finished reading HBP and DH hadnt come out. I mean yea I like Snape and all that but Dumbledore is Dumbledore. I know that Dumbledore had to die, but well hey - I hate the 7th book and I dont consider any of it to be a part of ending... frankly, it was a crap ending to an amazing story...


think of all the moments you spent with Snape -> Snape coming out of the cupboard when Neville faces the Boggart, Snape making potion for Lupin, Snape taking care of Dumbledore, Snape as an Order member, Snape telling Umbridge that she used all Veritserum, Snape telling he got no clue about Padfoot... and the instances we could only feel - a fatherless, poverty stricken childhood, excellence never valued, being made fun of, immense love for Lily, pain seeing Lily in James's blood, Lily's eyes right in between James's face...
its not that easy dude...

Snape's life has entirely been remarkable. He just did a little mistake.. he got some late in confessing his love for Lily. Had he told her earlier, maybe she would have felt the same for him and he would have left Voldie for her and they would have been happy!!

I can say that it kills when you see someone you love so much going far away and now living with the blame and it happened because of you... oh Snape... I am so sorry sweetheart... you didnt do anything sweety! It was destined.. probably for the greater good.. had all this not happened, there would have had been no Harry to vanish the dark Lord.

Ah... you know Snape is one topic which makes me go really crazy... he's been a total sweetheart since day 1 and I dont know why people dont like him... I mean he's been jus perfect gentleman.. first when Harry comes at Hogwarts and had it not been for Snape, I doubt if Harry would be so down to Earth... remember when Ron saw Harry's scar and suddenly Harry was a star.. then Draco comes and wants to be friends... only Snape was the one who treated Harry as a rag and that way Harry worked hard in potions and also overall...

and it wasnt easy for Snape... at a place he saw James's face... but Lily's eyes and Lily's son being pathetic at Potions... Harry had inherited more of his father's traits which made Snape keep feeling guilty and angry...

I must say, Snape's one of the best people I have ever seen... he's a total sweety!

Snape.. you cant die. you will always be there in my heart and my heart will go on!! Lov u!

I miss you

been 3 years.. will you believe it?? 3 years back today my dad was scolding me to sleep soon for the next morning we had to come to meet you.. I woke up on 15th the usual way - dad waking me.. and dressed... then I switched on my PC and was on net in no time.. Uncle was there (Tublu).. he had his webcam and as it was a lil early some 8 o clock.. he was free and so he showed me his room.. it was blue.. I remember it all so clearly... this is one thing I wont forget.. this day was like eternity long and still its eternity away...

Then we came to your place but I didnt find the you I knew... I am extremely sorry... I know I havent been upto standard ever... I have been a bad grand-daughter but you know its too late when you realise it.. and now that I do... there is no one to listen to this..

I miss you Eja... you are life! You taught me all I know today... you know whenever someone calls me good, I feel so proud... because you got all that goodness into me... my mum - dad arent like this but you are.. and I learnt it all from you. I choose my wrong and rights from what you told me and touchwood, I have been very lucky till date... except for this date 3 years back...

I have listened so much frm you... even when I didnt wish to.. remember waking me at 3 at night and asking is it 3? I hated u for that moment.. bt at the end of the day I do need you here... please...

There doesnt go a single day I dont miss you... its impossible and I donot know how I made it this far... I really need you... I cry almost every night but you arent there.. its ridiculous of life that a person becomes a photo.. and no matter what you do, the photo wont talk to you... you dont care na? You dnt care anymore.. for if u would have, I know, you would have been here with me.. for me...

They say that you are there with me always but I want you here where I can tell you things, talk to you, ask you stuff and all that we did together and which we didnt.. I promise I will read out stories to you daily.. but please come back na... Eja I sachi mein miss you!

Kaash.. it was me to leave and not you... we all need you..

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw youI close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never comeIs this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Oh I just love today

Well you know whats the date today?? – 9th July 2009… yea Professor’s birthday. Tom Hanks’s birthday… (and only a day or two back I got to know 22nd June 1956 is Professor Langdon’s birthday). And my day was just so special…
You know its not daily that you meet the person who changes you completely… My Professor did. I am so glad… its thanks to Karishma and Shivangi Raheja that I ever got to know this man…

My biggest thing in life is commitment in a relationship. I always used to think that as we approach the west, this value goes away… and I got some similar news about Professor as well.. but then Kari told me the story and whatever I could find, was in accordance to it… and since then I have just been into infinite adoration of this person… he is just been the angel whose guided me to Castle of the Angels..!!

Then I read the books and someone suggested me to read Angels and Demons first.. and I don’t deny that Angels and Demons is bible to me… I don’t even know that Dan Brown intended to write it that way but somehow it covers all the aspects of life… all emotions one can go through… all situations…

Being too near to destiny and loosing it, getting something you always wanted, being in a place where you are scared as well as loving it, experiancing something for the first time in your life and what not… I am what you see me just because of that book… I cant really tell how much I love that book.. it’s the best book ever written and trust me everyone must read it once atleast…

And today on the bday of such a special person.. I had a fantastic day… talked to my frnds, another cool dude, had a gud test, best dinner possible and ice cream and now m watching my fav movie.. what else could you want?? Duh!!

Okie I know this blog doesn’t help but I am so glad today… you know what we all get happy when there is some occasion within family or friends.. just try to be happy for aquintances or stangers… that gives much more happiness… even this is taught to me by Professor..

Mr Hanks,
I don’t know if this will ever reach you but I need to tell you that you are the 1st person on this Earth I adore so much… I don’t even adore the ppl I love to this extent. I know if I were to keep my life in a box and hand it to someone, it would be you.
There is good I see in your eyes and its you who get Robert Langdon to me… you give him face and there is all goodness of Robert Langdon in you too…
Just be as you are for you are a rockstar in yourself… I will always pray for you…

And yea remember : There is always a lil teensy girl, who loves you more than the world! Take Care…Happy Birthday!

Michael Jackson - dead...

No, I am not informing anyone... I know you all know this and so I am not announcing it. But I wanna say that was his cause of death justified??
To be honest, Michael Jackson was one of the very few people about whom I cannot tell if he is good or bad, but the thing that I can definitely tell about him is that he didn’t die a fair death.

Born in a black family, Michael Jackson knew he was destined on stage but he wouldn’t have imagined the stage so big that he leaves the world crying after him. Well, see I donot know even if I am correct but this is all based on whatever little or much I know about Michael Jackson…

Ofcourse Michael Jackson performed and he got to a stage but getting to the platform wasn’t easy… he was a black… and what he paid – wasn’t it a price too big to be a black? He got his face plastic surgeried 15 times almost. Imagine that? The autopsy says that he had no skin tissue on face… no muscles… just a plastic layer with one layer skin on it – that’s why he looked girl like or gay…

Anyways, I donot know if this was his choice or a necessity to be famous but all I know that today I hold responsible the whole world who is so much into the differentiation of black from white that it caused a talent to also get these thoughts into mind.

We all are saying and mourning that it’s a loss to the world – really?
Think of so many blacks who are aspiring to be like their idol – Jacko, but to be honest, I wont want another Michael, another one who gives away his colour just to be known… that’s honestly I too big price to pay.

You know something? We all realise the value of what we have once its gone… I donot know Michael realised it or not but loosing his colour was something… taking drugs, severe pain killers and what not. In a way, I am glad he is free of the pain. No one deserves that pain.

Next – does it really matter being a black so much? I hate even thinking of this question… I don’t know till when will we continue such things…
Anyways, may his soul rest in peace.

Michael,
You were a darling…
I see some good in you and if the other rumours about you are true, to be true, I don’t care…
I donnot know about others, but there is someone (me) who’s gonna miss you.
May your soul rest in peace…

Ps – I know you are watching for the several you have inspired and I hope you be their guiding angel!